As a foster parent or teacher I have worked with kids that struggle daily with , Why am I here?, Why I am I so important? One of my many blessings chose to wear my shoes, as blessing was trying to walk in them. It came to my mind that blessing was trying to fill my shoes. But lets be honest, Know one can fill my shoes. A person can only fill their own shoes. I mean if God said ok I want you to be like your mom, dad, sister, brother, etc, ok well it would be easy to figure what you are suppose to be or why you are here. Right? But that's not what God says, he wants to fellow him, he say I have plans for you, yes he has plan for other around us, but he has special plans for us. Awsome right, he has special plans for us, are own plans. The one thing no one can take away if we choose to fellow his plans for us. Sadly many well not and walk someone elase path and that were it dont always end so good. His plans for you might be different then mine. It important to realize God gives you your own shoes to fill. If you step into someone else shoes, then we are walking someone else path. Not ours. I was told that sometime one of these blessing might be up for adoption, they have told us the blessings might have addiction issues since their biological family has. Well yes that could happen, but with the strength in God plans for us, guiding them, and teaching them to walk in their own path, they will fill their own shoes. Remember God is bigger then our genes, he created us, he didn't created us to do drugs, alcohol, etc. That is the sinful nature that takes over, not genes. I am example of a someone who people believe would walk down the path of drug's and alcohol. My birthmother did both, so it was in my genes. She did it so i should. I remmber having a teachers judge me throught out my life, knowing i was going to be just like Kathy. That will always shock me that some teacher could think that of a child and not look at them as thier own person. They didn't see me, in my own shoes. I choose to put Jesus in my life and walk in my own shoes, i didn't choose to make the choose Kathy did. She choose her choices, i choose mine. I wanted to do my best in life. I realize hey, God has plans and loved me enough to send his son Jesus for me. I am valuable. Just know God didn't plan a hard life for us, he plan a life for us to draw closer to him not away. I am one to admit life can get hard, but with the strength to understand God plan for me, i can conutied to live day by day knowing that i am here for a special reasons. I also have 8 children in heaven, who i would want to do the same. Glory God, and know they are a special plan. So it my job as their mom, to let God will be done in my life and watch what he does. Even when it hard because i want them here.
So when you read do me a favor close your eyes and say Hey i am valuable and i know life hard, but God has a special reason why i am here.
Remmber Jesus Loves You
Felicia Kruse
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